Yesterday was my final full day in Haiti. I embraced every moment throughout the day. Every bump in the road, every smile on the side of the street, the beauty from the mountain top, the bond our team has made, every single moment.
We started out our morning with church here at the guest house and each team member brought a piece to share for church. What a memorable time together! After church we brought donations to the tent city around the corner. Wow, was that an experience! Everyone crowded around and wanted a black bag we were handing out. We would have to say, "La que ou" which means in your house, so that we could know which tents had already received items and to help not cause a riot over the necessities we were handing out. We didn't want to get mauled. We were in and out in fifteen minutes and it was fun!
We then headed up the mountain and made three different stops to buy Haitian gifts. Our last stop had an overlook that looked down on Port Au Prince and Cite Soleil. It was a time of reflection and prayer for the people we have encountered this week.
We ended our evening by going salsa dancing with Jean. It was a blast!!! The Haitians are amazing dancers and made it look so effortless.
It has been a difficult morning thus far, as we are leaving in a few hours. I am getting emotional just thinking about leaving the people I have met here and I am longing for the next time I will get to see them. I have a special place in my heart for Haiti, and I will forever be changed because of my experience.
Ke Bondye Beni'ou
Experiencing Haiti: Obeying God's call to go not knowing what he has in store for me, but knowing I will be forever changed.
Monday, August 1, 2011
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Day 6: Desperation
Yesterday we did two water truck stops. We went back to Cite Soleil 21 first, and the second I jumped off the truck Fabian came running to me and said, "Alicia!" She then took me along holding my hand to find Rozina. She wasn't sure where she was but asked me if I wanted to meet her Mama. She brought me to her home and I was introduced to her Mom. What an honor that was! When we got back to the water truck, I spotted Rozina in line waiting for water. Fabian yelled, "Rozina, Alicia!" The smile lit up Rozina's face as I embraced her. How wonderful it was to reunite with these young ladies after just a few days from the first time we met. I helped out with the buckets more today, and I noticed the desperation these people had for water in a different way. These people new exactly which buckets were theirs but it seemed to me like many of them looked exactly the same. They were protective of their buckets and were hesitant to let them go as they traveled through the line holding tight to them. A fight broke out between two women and it hit me that this is their life. They don't know when the water will be coming next, so they are desperate to get as much as possible when we come. I talked with Fabian and Rozina before we left and they asked how old I was. They were surprised to hear I was 29 and even more surprised when I told them I have three boys. They giggled and laughed and we hugged and then they asked when I would come visit them again. With all my heart I said, "Hopefully soon, beautiful, hopefully soon." I am looking forward to sending a couple pictures down of the three of us with another trip in the near future, so they know I am thinking of them and praying for them.
I got to ride on the water truck again on the way to fill up and met Anel. He shared his story with us. He has two children and told us that his brother used to work the water truck 2005, 2006 and 2007 but then he died. Anel took in his brother's two children, so now he has four kids. He told me he supports their schooling and was very proud of that. The hearts of the people I have met this week are amazing.
The second stop was Cite Soleil 17, our first stop we made the other day. I was on the bucket line the entire time and made sure to make eye contact with all the people and say hello. Through their desperation for water, they brightened up when I said Bonswa with a smile. You really have to keep an eye on the bucket line, as people try to sneak their buckets in without waiting in line. I had to tell one little boy numerous times, "Respect le lin" which is respect the line, while tossing his bucket off to the side. He kept giving me this sad look on his face, but if I let it in, the people waiting would get extremely upset.
It stormed last night and two kids from the water truck, Kanol and his cousin joined us for dinner. When they arrived they were soaking wet. They came from who knows where, through all the rain, to have dinner with us. I'm glad Jean gave them a ride back home, so they wouldn't have to be walking out in the rain. My thoughts were with the people living in the tent cities, and the tin shantis during the rain....Where are they? Are they dry? Difficult to think about....
It was a good day, and we ended the day with salsa lessons from Jean in the kitchen of the guest house. There were six or seven of us crammed into the kitchen learning from Jean. We had a blast! We're hoping to go salsa dancing tonight in town.
I got to ride on the water truck again on the way to fill up and met Anel. He shared his story with us. He has two children and told us that his brother used to work the water truck 2005, 2006 and 2007 but then he died. Anel took in his brother's two children, so now he has four kids. He told me he supports their schooling and was very proud of that. The hearts of the people I have met this week are amazing.
The second stop was Cite Soleil 17, our first stop we made the other day. I was on the bucket line the entire time and made sure to make eye contact with all the people and say hello. Through their desperation for water, they brightened up when I said Bonswa with a smile. You really have to keep an eye on the bucket line, as people try to sneak their buckets in without waiting in line. I had to tell one little boy numerous times, "Respect le lin" which is respect the line, while tossing his bucket off to the side. He kept giving me this sad look on his face, but if I let it in, the people waiting would get extremely upset.
It stormed last night and two kids from the water truck, Kanol and his cousin joined us for dinner. When they arrived they were soaking wet. They came from who knows where, through all the rain, to have dinner with us. I'm glad Jean gave them a ride back home, so they wouldn't have to be walking out in the rain. My thoughts were with the people living in the tent cities, and the tin shantis during the rain....Where are they? Are they dry? Difficult to think about....
It was a good day, and we ended the day with salsa lessons from Jean in the kitchen of the guest house. There were six or seven of us crammed into the kitchen learning from Jean. We had a blast! We're hoping to go salsa dancing tonight in town.
Day 5: Family
The other day we went up to Titanyen and got a tour of Grace Village. It is so beautiful. The scenery, the buildings, the feeling I got when walking through the new dormitories and seeing the bathrooms and shower area was indescribable. After visiting the places where these children have been living at Gertrude's, Yvonne's and Gilliaum's, they are going to feel like they are living in a mansion! I would love to see their faces when they get moved to their new home. This ministry is doing some amazing things and is going to do great things in the future for Haiti. I can't wait to come back to see Grace Village when it gets completed, and see how it changes Healing Haiti.
After leaving Grace Village, we stopped at the mass grave site. Approximately 200,000 people were buried at this site. We walked among the black crosses and up the hill and as we looked down we saw a couple dried out bones laying on the cloth. It was a solemn stop for sure. Wilson, a young man who has spent a lot of time with us this week told us he lost many friends in the earthquake who are buried there. It was extremely touching seeing the two Jeff's pull him aside and pray with him. I can't even imagine the tragic loss these people have experienced.
The ride to Gilliaum's was a little quiet, but the second we hopped off the truck at the orphanage our spirits were lifted. The smiles that welcomed us changed the mood immediately. We had a great time playing with the children and made mosaic crafts too. I met twins who are six years old, but are the size of my boys. Their names were Mayc and Mayco and they had the sweetest smiles. During the craft I met three young girls. We wrote back and forth on a piece of paper, and I was impressed with their English and their cursive. The kids at Gilliaum's were so bright and you could feel the love that is present at that place.
I have felt so blessed to be part of the Healing Haiti family and the other day I got a glimpse into the future and couldn't shake the thought of all these children from the different orphanages coming together to live at Grace Village as one big happy family. They will be gaining many brothers and sisters and will be the future leaders of Haiti. They have an amazing faith in God and have big dreams for their futures.
After leaving Grace Village, we stopped at the mass grave site. Approximately 200,000 people were buried at this site. We walked among the black crosses and up the hill and as we looked down we saw a couple dried out bones laying on the cloth. It was a solemn stop for sure. Wilson, a young man who has spent a lot of time with us this week told us he lost many friends in the earthquake who are buried there. It was extremely touching seeing the two Jeff's pull him aside and pray with him. I can't even imagine the tragic loss these people have experienced.
The ride to Gilliaum's was a little quiet, but the second we hopped off the truck at the orphanage our spirits were lifted. The smiles that welcomed us changed the mood immediately. We had a great time playing with the children and made mosaic crafts too. I met twins who are six years old, but are the size of my boys. Their names were Mayc and Mayco and they had the sweetest smiles. During the craft I met three young girls. We wrote back and forth on a piece of paper, and I was impressed with their English and their cursive. The kids at Gilliaum's were so bright and you could feel the love that is present at that place.
I have felt so blessed to be part of the Healing Haiti family and the other day I got a glimpse into the future and couldn't shake the thought of all these children from the different orphanages coming together to live at Grace Village as one big happy family. They will be gaining many brothers and sisters and will be the future leaders of Haiti. They have an amazing faith in God and have big dreams for their futures.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Day 4: Intentional
We had the privilege to visit three elderls up in Titanyen yesterday. Lindor lit up when we got to his home and said, "My family is here" with his beautiful toothless smile and gave everyone hugs. He thoroughly enjoyed the company and got super excited when we gave him his bag of donations and a nice new cane to help him get around. When asked if there was anything else he needed, he mentioned a radio. He said it would be nice to know what is going on here and also said something about not having anyone to talk to. To think about Lindor's days, he doesn't have any family to come visit or to help care for him, and all he needs in his mind is a radio to give him some company and to keep him informed. He didn't ask for a better house, or cleaner clothes, or any other major thing he could have asked for. He simply wants company. It is so true that God is all about relationships. What a blessing Healing Haiti is to the elderly of Titanyen. To intentionally seek out and help 30 elders is amazing to me. The care and love the team showed Lindor, Nikolai, and Charitable today was a blessing to be a part of.
After visiting the elders, we went to visit Jeax Jean Paul, a boy who started having seizures at age five. He is now severely handicapped from the affects of the seizures. The team felt the Holy Spirit in his room like something we hadnever experienced before. When Jeff began playing guitar, and we began to sing, it was as though the music poured into Jeax Jean Paul's soul and filled it up completely. He was looking around, moving his mouth to the words, and he even lifted his arm up in worship. The time spent with Jeax Jean Paul will forever be etched into my heart. Intentional about physical touch with him,with the massage given to help his joints, laying hands on him to pray over him and just the intentionality of Healing Haiti in seeking out this beautiful boy who in many cases may have been pushed aside out of fear or ignorance by many. What a gift it was to meet this beautiful child of God.
Finally, we spent some time at Yvonne's orphanage. What a joy it was to meet the children who live there. Their presentation for us was fantastic as they sang as a whole group and some brave individuals came and sang solos for us as well. My thought before arriving at the orphanage was to go against my normal tendencies of migrating toward the toddlers. I wanted to be intentional about spending time with the older boys in the group. I met Son Son who is 15 years old. He and his friends were totally into the craft we did making butterflies and it became very clear to me that these young men were just little boys at heart. They took such care and attention to detail on the butterflies and at the end were very proud of their work. They glowed when I praised their good work and beautiful butterflies. My favorite part about the time spent with Son Son was when he leaned over to me toward the end of our time there and said, "Alicia, I will pray for you." Such a wonderful heart he has!
Intentional. That is what God calls us to do. Be intentional in all you do, because like it was shared during our group time yesterday, each time we hear, "Hey You! Hey You!" That might just be God whispering in your ear, "Pay attention to me". What are those "Hey You" moments you encounter each and every day while at home hustling through each day from here to there, always moving on to the next thing? Pay attention to the Lord's whispers and be intentional about how you answer. I know I will...
Ke Bondye Beni'ou
Alicia du'Monceaux
After visiting the elders, we went to visit Jeax Jean Paul, a boy who started having seizures at age five. He is now severely handicapped from the affects of the seizures. The team felt the Holy Spirit in his room like something we hadnever experienced before. When Jeff began playing guitar, and we began to sing, it was as though the music poured into Jeax Jean Paul's soul and filled it up completely. He was looking around, moving his mouth to the words, and he even lifted his arm up in worship. The time spent with Jeax Jean Paul will forever be etched into my heart. Intentional about physical touch with him,with the massage given to help his joints, laying hands on him to pray over him and just the intentionality of Healing Haiti in seeking out this beautiful boy who in many cases may have been pushed aside out of fear or ignorance by many. What a gift it was to meet this beautiful child of God.
Finally, we spent some time at Yvonne's orphanage. What a joy it was to meet the children who live there. Their presentation for us was fantastic as they sang as a whole group and some brave individuals came and sang solos for us as well. My thought before arriving at the orphanage was to go against my normal tendencies of migrating toward the toddlers. I wanted to be intentional about spending time with the older boys in the group. I met Son Son who is 15 years old. He and his friends were totally into the craft we did making butterflies and it became very clear to me that these young men were just little boys at heart. They took such care and attention to detail on the butterflies and at the end were very proud of their work. They glowed when I praised their good work and beautiful butterflies. My favorite part about the time spent with Son Son was when he leaned over to me toward the end of our time there and said, "Alicia, I will pray for you." Such a wonderful heart he has!
Intentional. That is what God calls us to do. Be intentional in all you do, because like it was shared during our group time yesterday, each time we hear, "Hey You! Hey You!" That might just be God whispering in your ear, "Pay attention to me". What are those "Hey You" moments you encounter each and every day while at home hustling through each day from here to there, always moving on to the next thing? Pay attention to the Lord's whispers and be intentional about how you answer. I know I will...
Ke Bondye Beni'ou
Alicia du'Monceaux
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Day 3: Rewarding
Yesterday morning Fan Fan sat by me at church and translated quite a bit of the service for me. How powerful the passion of worship to our Mighty King! We spent our morning at the Home for the Sick and Dying Children. I was a bit nervous for this day, after being prepared for some difficult things to see and knowing my heart for little ones. When we first walked downstairs, the first thing I noticed was all of these beautiful sets of chocolate brown eyes staring up at me through the white metal slats of their cribs. Pleading with their eyes for someone to hold them and give them some love and attention. Then I registered the constant sound of crying babies. The first baby I held was crying because he had a wet diaper, so I changed it and then rocked him a bit. Within minutes he fell asleep, but every time I went to lay him down he woke up and started crying. He did not want to be put down, and I can't blame him. I spent some good quality time with him, but felt my heart being tugged to share the love. After spending some time downstairs with the sickest babies, I mosied upstairs where there were some healthier babies. Then I laid my eyes on Edeline. Big brown eyes, pencil thin limbs, and a puckered up pouty mouth begging for me to hold her. When she reached out her little hand to me, I melted. I got a chance to feed her at lunch time, change her into her new outfit and hold her close. She molded perfectly in my arms and I loved every minute of it. When the bell rang it meant it was time to go, so I peeled her off of me and set her gently in her crib. She laid on her back and cried out to me, "Mama, Mama!" with her little outstretched arms reaching for me. At this point I lost control of my emotions. I was totally broken and wrestled with the fact that I had to leave this sweet baby girl. I picked her back up and swallowed her up in my arms one last minute. After I was told we needed to get going, I left my sweet, sweet Edeline. Tears poured down my face as we walked out and I had a good, cleansing sob fest.
We went to Gertrude's orphanage where many special needs kids live. When we arrived, my attention was drawn to a little boy in a wheel chair folded over with tears streaming down his face. The tears were dripping onto the tile floor and were beginning to puddle up. I sat down and I rubbed his back. He could sense my presence and lifted up to a sitting position. When Jeff started playing his guitar he lit up a little, but when we started singing, joy poured through his eyes and shone bright through his beautiful smile. I even had him raising his arms with the music, it was so rewarding. After we sang some songs we were able to help feed the children and I was able to feed my buddy. He really enjoyed it and flashed me that smile in between bites. After lunch the team dispersed to different areas to play with the kids. There were four children in wheelchairs near by who weren't brought outside so I sat down and pulled all the chairs close to me in a circle around me and connected with each of them while Jeff continued to play guitar.
My word for the day was rewarding. Even though the Home for the Sick and Dying was difficult, it was so rewarding to be able to give the love and attention Edeline needed and also to receive the love from her. It was also rewarding to know that we were helping the sisters out who work so hard caring for these children who don't have enough arms to hold all the babies and change all the diapers in super timely fashion. It was rewarding to see my team members set aside any insecurities about caring for sick babies and do what Christ would have done with no hesitation. It was especially rewarding to spend time with my friend at the orphanage. I can't wait to show you the picture of the smile I got out of him :)
It was an emotional day, but I wouldn't trade it for the world. God is good and so evident here in Haiti.
Ke Bondye Beni'ou
Alicia
We went to Gertrude's orphanage where many special needs kids live. When we arrived, my attention was drawn to a little boy in a wheel chair folded over with tears streaming down his face. The tears were dripping onto the tile floor and were beginning to puddle up. I sat down and I rubbed his back. He could sense my presence and lifted up to a sitting position. When Jeff started playing his guitar he lit up a little, but when we started singing, joy poured through his eyes and shone bright through his beautiful smile. I even had him raising his arms with the music, it was so rewarding. After we sang some songs we were able to help feed the children and I was able to feed my buddy. He really enjoyed it and flashed me that smile in between bites. After lunch the team dispersed to different areas to play with the kids. There were four children in wheelchairs near by who weren't brought outside so I sat down and pulled all the chairs close to me in a circle around me and connected with each of them while Jeff continued to play guitar.
My word for the day was rewarding. Even though the Home for the Sick and Dying was difficult, it was so rewarding to be able to give the love and attention Edeline needed and also to receive the love from her. It was also rewarding to know that we were helping the sisters out who work so hard caring for these children who don't have enough arms to hold all the babies and change all the diapers in super timely fashion. It was rewarding to see my team members set aside any insecurities about caring for sick babies and do what Christ would have done with no hesitation. It was especially rewarding to spend time with my friend at the orphanage. I can't wait to show you the picture of the smile I got out of him :)
It was an emotional day, but I wouldn't trade it for the world. God is good and so evident here in Haiti.
Ke Bondye Beni'ou
Alicia
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Day 2: Refreshing
My word of the day was refreshing. Through all of the devastation there is an amazing beauty in this place. I found myself lost in each moment I had with someone. In each smile, in each touch, and in each embrace I saw the Haitians as Jesus does. They are beautiful in so many ways. The children have carefree, playful spirits and are full of joy. The beauty in their eyes alone speak so much without any words. As I shared with my team last night, my love language is physical touch, and my needs were definitely met today. I love this place, I'm sure I'll say it many more times.
We made three stops in Cite Soleil today and delivered water to the poorest slums in the Western Hemisphere. I felt so at home at each of the stops as everyone was so friendly and welcoming. On the way to our first stop I was able to ride on the outside of the water truck. So fun! As we drove to Cite Soleil, all the kids shout, "Hey You! Hey You!" waiting for us to reply, "Hey You! Hey You!" Smiles light up their faces at such a simple recognition. I had a friend follow me around at the first stop. She was so sweet and at the end of our stop I gave her my cross necklace.
The second stop was 19 and the children were a bit more aggressive vying for attention. They LOVED my long hair and wanted to cut it off to keep :) I fell in love with a sweet little girl who was my shadow throughout the stop. She "helped" me carry the buckets back to the homes and it made me think of my boys back home and how they love to feel like they are helping, even in the smallest ways. I was able to meet her parents who seemed so proud to say she belongs to them.
By the third stop at 21 we were all a bit tired, and as I write this my arms are feeling it today, but those water buckets are HEAVY! And let me tell you, these women and children who are hauling the water back to their homes walk fast and make it seem effortless. There were a couple times where we'd follow them back into the small pathways between their homes and they'd get so far ahead they would have to come back for us. I met two teenage girls, Rozina and Fabian. They are sisters and they loved looking at my hands and nails and dancing with me. I took one by surprise as I twirled her around a couple times. They laughed and laughed. As we hopped on the truck to head home for the day, I heard my name shouted, "Alicia, Alicia!" It was Rozina and Fabian wanting one more smile, one more acknowledgement of the connection we made. What a blessing they were to me!
So much more I could tell you, but I have to save some stories for when I get home :) I will tell you, the water truck boys that help are such a joy. Such characters! Pate gave us all a show while riding to one of the stops when he busted out, "Baby, Baby, Baby Oh!" by Justin Bieber. It was fantastic!
Today we are headed to the Home for the Sick and Dying Children. Our team is unified and I feel like I am surrounded by family. Jesus is here. He is here in a very real way.
Ke Bondye Beni'ou
(God Bless You)
Alicia
We made three stops in Cite Soleil today and delivered water to the poorest slums in the Western Hemisphere. I felt so at home at each of the stops as everyone was so friendly and welcoming. On the way to our first stop I was able to ride on the outside of the water truck. So fun! As we drove to Cite Soleil, all the kids shout, "Hey You! Hey You!" waiting for us to reply, "Hey You! Hey You!" Smiles light up their faces at such a simple recognition. I had a friend follow me around at the first stop. She was so sweet and at the end of our stop I gave her my cross necklace.
The second stop was 19 and the children were a bit more aggressive vying for attention. They LOVED my long hair and wanted to cut it off to keep :) I fell in love with a sweet little girl who was my shadow throughout the stop. She "helped" me carry the buckets back to the homes and it made me think of my boys back home and how they love to feel like they are helping, even in the smallest ways. I was able to meet her parents who seemed so proud to say she belongs to them.
By the third stop at 21 we were all a bit tired, and as I write this my arms are feeling it today, but those water buckets are HEAVY! And let me tell you, these women and children who are hauling the water back to their homes walk fast and make it seem effortless. There were a couple times where we'd follow them back into the small pathways between their homes and they'd get so far ahead they would have to come back for us. I met two teenage girls, Rozina and Fabian. They are sisters and they loved looking at my hands and nails and dancing with me. I took one by surprise as I twirled her around a couple times. They laughed and laughed. As we hopped on the truck to head home for the day, I heard my name shouted, "Alicia, Alicia!" It was Rozina and Fabian wanting one more smile, one more acknowledgement of the connection we made. What a blessing they were to me!
So much more I could tell you, but I have to save some stories for when I get home :) I will tell you, the water truck boys that help are such a joy. Such characters! Pate gave us all a show while riding to one of the stops when he busted out, "Baby, Baby, Baby Oh!" by Justin Bieber. It was fantastic!
Today we are headed to the Home for the Sick and Dying Children. Our team is unified and I feel like I am surrounded by family. Jesus is here. He is here in a very real way.
Ke Bondye Beni'ou
(God Bless You)
Alicia
Monday, July 25, 2011
Day 1: Anticipation
I'm in Haiti! Each day at our evening group time we each share our word for the day....Today I chose the word anticipation. I chose this word because I feel as though the entire process of traveling today I had a feeling of anticipation. Anticipation of what our travels would entail. Then as everything went smoothly, anticipation of how we were going to manage through the Port Au Prince airport. What an experience! Dad, I thought St. Maarten's airport was hectic, this takes the prize for sure. Such a small space with so many people trying to find their luggage. We got everything minus one of the checked luggage bags with donations. We're hoping it shows up at the airport :) We were warned about what it would be like when leaving the airport, and I thought we were all-stars when passing through single file with our carts with all the luggage on them saying firmly to the many men trying to "help" with our luggage "No Merci." (No Thanks). They want to take your luggage for you so they can make some money, but it is quite crazy and easier to do it on our own. Also, they would charge us ridiculously more than they would charge a fellow Haitian. We then got our first experience on the Haitian roads....I love it! Bumpity, bump, bump, more than I've ever experienced in my life. "You just have to give with the bumps" my leader Rachel said. As we drove to our guest house I was able to get a glimpse of what is yet to come this week. Children chasing after the truck yelling, "Hey You!" and laughing. The tent houses, people saying "Bonswa" sitting along side the road, pigs, dogs, roosters and goats milling about on the roads. I am anticipating all that God is going to do in and through my team this week. Our team all gathered in the family room and made cross necklaces to hand out to some of the children we connect with while we're out delivering water tomorrow. It was really relaxing and a lot of fun! After our necklaces were done we had an amazing spaghetti dinner and even got ice cream for dessert!!! My favorite part of the day, however was the time of worship we had together, singing praises out to God. We are blessed to have a member on our team who is a musician and I am especially excited since music is a way that I connect with God in a real and intimate way. We were free to sing and we even learned a chorus of one of the songs in Creole. I'll share that with you when I get better at the song and a little clearer on exactly how it is written.
I just finished up with my first Haitian shower, and am getting ready for bed. I have much anticipation for tomorrow. We're going to be delivering water in Cite Soleil. My prayer is for my heart to be open to what God has for me tomorrow.
Loving this already :)
I just finished up with my first Haitian shower, and am getting ready for bed. I have much anticipation for tomorrow. We're going to be delivering water in Cite Soleil. My prayer is for my heart to be open to what God has for me tomorrow.
Loving this already :)
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Final Thoughts Pre-Trip
I am so excited to share with you a few ways God has blessed me the last couple of days! This weekend I had a packed schedule (of course) and I had a lot of fun, but much of the time my thoughts were consumed with things needing to get done for Haiti. Now that I am packed and pretty much ready to go, I wanted to sit down and write some of my final thoughts before heading out tomorrow morning.
We had our commissioning service at Eagle Brook last night and I was touched by the prayer and support our team received. We got a chance to pray together as a team and to share our prayer requests with the supporters that were able to attend. Some of our team's prayer requests included: prayer for safety and protection, prayer for God to open our hearts and break our hearts for what breaks His, prayer that we would not hold back, but that we would allow ourselves to be challenged out of our comfort zone, and prayer for unity among our team and for the hearts of those we will encounter and serve.
When I got home from the meeting, I checked my email and received an email titled Haiti Theme Song. I've attached the link for you to enjoy, as I was deeply moved when I watched it. Seems these last couple days the tears have been flowing. My heart aches for those we will be serving and I feel so unbelievably blessed to have this amazing opportunity to go be the Hands and Feet of Jesus to the least of these in Haiti. I haven't even left home yet, but I am SO ready for Haiti :)
Haiti Theme Song
The Lord has filled us up and opened our hearts to Haiti. We're ready to go :)
The blessings just kept coming this morning at church when we sang one of my absolute favorite praise songs called Take My Life....I was overwhelmed and touched by the words that I've sang so many times. As the tears rolled down my cheeks freely, I cried out, "Here am I, all of me, Take my life, it's all for Thee." This truly is my prayer, that I would break free of myself and all that I think I am, and allow Christ to fill me up, use me and open my eyes to see things the way He sees them. That He would break my heart for what breaks his, and draw me closer to his side, so I can walk side by side with him in a new way and be changed forever. Click on the link below to hear Take My Life, it's fantastic :)
Take My Life
I am ready and willing to be used in any capacity God sees fit, and I am so thankful for all your prayers and support! I'll do my best to keep you updated everyday while in Haiti, so keep your eyes peeled for updates :)
Blessings,
Alicia
We had our commissioning service at Eagle Brook last night and I was touched by the prayer and support our team received. We got a chance to pray together as a team and to share our prayer requests with the supporters that were able to attend. Some of our team's prayer requests included: prayer for safety and protection, prayer for God to open our hearts and break our hearts for what breaks His, prayer that we would not hold back, but that we would allow ourselves to be challenged out of our comfort zone, and prayer for unity among our team and for the hearts of those we will encounter and serve.
When I got home from the meeting, I checked my email and received an email titled Haiti Theme Song. I've attached the link for you to enjoy, as I was deeply moved when I watched it. Seems these last couple days the tears have been flowing. My heart aches for those we will be serving and I feel so unbelievably blessed to have this amazing opportunity to go be the Hands and Feet of Jesus to the least of these in Haiti. I haven't even left home yet, but I am SO ready for Haiti :)
Haiti Theme Song
The Lord has filled us up and opened our hearts to Haiti. We're ready to go :)
The blessings just kept coming this morning at church when we sang one of my absolute favorite praise songs called Take My Life....I was overwhelmed and touched by the words that I've sang so many times. As the tears rolled down my cheeks freely, I cried out, "Here am I, all of me, Take my life, it's all for Thee." This truly is my prayer, that I would break free of myself and all that I think I am, and allow Christ to fill me up, use me and open my eyes to see things the way He sees them. That He would break my heart for what breaks his, and draw me closer to his side, so I can walk side by side with him in a new way and be changed forever. Click on the link below to hear Take My Life, it's fantastic :)
Take My Life
I am ready and willing to be used in any capacity God sees fit, and I am so thankful for all your prayers and support! I'll do my best to keep you updated everyday while in Haiti, so keep your eyes peeled for updates :)
Blessings,
Alicia
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Nervous?
I am so excited for Monday morning to come, even though I have to be at the airport at 3:30am, I won't be able to sleep anyway! Many people have asked me, "Are you nervous?" I confidently say I am not nervous, just ready and excited to go and serve the people of Haiti! It might be surprising to hear, but I'm really not nervous. Now, I'm sure I will get the jitters when arriving at the Port Au Prince airport, and some more along the way, but I think that is to be expected. Our team has been encouraged throughout our preparation to go into this experience with an empty cup and allow God to fill it back up completely, and that is what I intend to do. I am confident in God's direction in going on this trip, and I will continue to trust Him throughout the entire process.
I continue to pray for this upcoming trip and so I thought I'd share a few prayer requests for our team as we continue to prepare ourselves for what lies ahead in Haiti...
* For our hearts to be open to what God has for us in Haiti. That we would completely trust in Him and allow him to change our hearts forever. That we would be bold in our service and not hesitant, that we would be God's hands and feet and show the love of Christ in all we do and say.
* For team unity. That our team would come together with one heart and purpose (Philippians 2:2)
* For safety and good health while in Haiti. Pray for God's protection over us.
* For God to break our hearts for what breaks His.
I look forward to having you along with me as I take this leap of faith! I'll let you know how the packing goes...5 days and counting!!!
I continue to pray for this upcoming trip and so I thought I'd share a few prayer requests for our team as we continue to prepare ourselves for what lies ahead in Haiti...
* For our hearts to be open to what God has for us in Haiti. That we would completely trust in Him and allow him to change our hearts forever. That we would be bold in our service and not hesitant, that we would be God's hands and feet and show the love of Christ in all we do and say.
* For team unity. That our team would come together with one heart and purpose (Philippians 2:2)
* For safety and good health while in Haiti. Pray for God's protection over us.
* For God to break our hearts for what breaks His.
I look forward to having you along with me as I take this leap of faith! I'll let you know how the packing goes...5 days and counting!!!
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Donations
I can't believe how fast these last couple of weeks have gone, and I just know July 25th will be here before I know it!! Looking forward to meeting up with the team tonight and for our continued preparation for our trip. On the agenda tonight is itinerary **YAY! I love itineraries!** and discussing what activities our team will be doing with the children at the orphanages we visit, plus more that I'll find out there.
Thank you for your continued support and for coming alongside me on this adventure!
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Just One
I wanted to post a link to the video Eagle Brook put together highlighting over 150 Eagle Brookers who are taking the step of obedience and are heading on Mission Trips this summer. It is amazing to be part of a church who takes global missions seriously and a privilege to be working with the amazing Healing Haiti organization. 12 days!
Global Impact promo Just One *click here to view the video*
Global Impact promo Just One *click here to view the video*
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Waiting
Well, 25 days until I embark on the adventure of a life time. With God at the forefront, many great things will be accomplished. I am getting to the point where I just want to GO! I find myself writing little lists here and there with things I still need to pick up when I'm out and a bout and thinking about packing and what I should bring or not bring. (I have a month, but hey, I'm a planner!!) This is such a new experience for me and I have been enjoying every minute of it thus far. I am holding on to the thought that these next 25 days are days in which I can continue to prepare my heart for what God has in store for me and my team while we are in Haiti. Studying God's Word and praying for Haiti and the people we will encounter while there, our team, safety and God's protection have been consuming me and my thoughts. Praise God for my team and how great they are, I am really looking forward to going on this adventure with them, sharing an experience that no one else will be able to fully understand and also in getting to know them better.
"Therefore if you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any common sharing in the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others." Philippians 2:1-4
Praying my team will come together, unified, for one purpose and glorify God in all that we do while in Haiti and at home and that we will humble ourselves and look to others needs before our own throughout this experience. Please pray for us as we continue to prepare our hearts for this experience.
Bondye Beni'ou (God Bless You)
"Therefore if you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any common sharing in the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others." Philippians 2:1-4
Praying my team will come together, unified, for one purpose and glorify God in all that we do while in Haiti and at home and that we will humble ourselves and look to others needs before our own throughout this experience. Please pray for us as we continue to prepare our hearts for this experience.
Bondye Beni'ou (God Bless You)
Monday, June 20, 2011
My Story
As I mentioned before, writing my story has been a bit intimidating for me this time around. I share my story with my softball athletes every year, and have shared my story with my small group, and with others as well, but for some reason writing my story in a way that the people of Haiti will see the Lord seems daunting. How can I relate to them? Here are people who literally have nothing, who have experienced some of the most difficult loss and trials any human can face. Then there is me...Blessed beyond measure, living in the richest country in the world, surrounded by family and friends who love and support me, have no true worries in this world and I am supposed to touch someone with my story? Seems hard for me to grasp, as I am prepared to be touched deeply by the stories we hear from those we will be serving in Haiti much more than anything I can share with them.
Even after all of what I have been feeling in writing my story, I truly believe we each have a story worth telling and that God has his fingerprint on my life and his grace, forgiveness and handiwork can be seen in what Jesus has done in my life. And so I share part of my story...
My Mom died from cancer when I was fifteen. Watching my Mom die slowly, right before my eyes, has been the most difficult experience I have ever had even to this day. When Mom died, the bottom fell out of my world as I knew it. I was strong for my Dad and sister, family and friends and I learned to pour myself into my activities and athletics I was involved in to get away from the pain of the loss I had experienced. This worked for awhile, but eventually (after about a year) putting on a face that everything was alright didn't work for me. I had a void in my life that couldn't be filled with activities and keeping busy.
I had grown up in the Catholic Church and believed in God, and found God was an easy target for my anger and hurt. I was angry with God for taking my mom away from me. I hadn't stepped in church since the funeral, but I was out of options in my mind for where to turn so I picked up my Bible off my nightstand and began to read the Gospels. I didn't know what I was looking for, but found comfort in reading God's Word. Fast forward a few months....I attended a basketball camp at Northwestern College summer after my junior year in high school and left there after a week of ball and hearing God's Word in a new, passionate way, that I wanted what those people had. (This camp just happened to be one that I was invited to go to and opened athletic opportunities for the future at NWC. I know God had his hand on getting me there.) I realized at that time, for the first time in my life, that believing in God and knowing Jesus intimately as my personal savior and friend, were two different things.
The void in my life was filled once I accepted Jesus into my life. I confessed to him all of my pent up anger, my grief over the loss of my mom, all of my teenage mistakes and prayed he would take them all and make me a new creation. It says in 2 Corinithians 5:17 "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!" I clung to that verse. I had an overwhelming sense of peace and new direction for my life.
Looking back, that was over ten years ago, and I know with all my heart that losing my mom at such an early age helped mold me and shape me into the woman I am today. I would not have attended Northwestern College where I gained much knowledge and a great education, I would not have met my husband Travis, nor would I have had the opportunity to play softball and now be the Head Softball Coach at Northwestern College, or have had the numerous opportunities to share empathy with those who have experienced a loss of some kind in a special way. God has made me a strong, resilient individual, who has great compassion for people and a heart that enjoys comforting those who are hurting or going through difficult times in life. I am thankful for God and for the joy that I have in knowing Jesus and how blessed I am that he has used the loss of Mom for good in my life. "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
Even after all of what I have been feeling in writing my story, I truly believe we each have a story worth telling and that God has his fingerprint on my life and his grace, forgiveness and handiwork can be seen in what Jesus has done in my life. And so I share part of my story...
My Mom died from cancer when I was fifteen. Watching my Mom die slowly, right before my eyes, has been the most difficult experience I have ever had even to this day. When Mom died, the bottom fell out of my world as I knew it. I was strong for my Dad and sister, family and friends and I learned to pour myself into my activities and athletics I was involved in to get away from the pain of the loss I had experienced. This worked for awhile, but eventually (after about a year) putting on a face that everything was alright didn't work for me. I had a void in my life that couldn't be filled with activities and keeping busy.
I had grown up in the Catholic Church and believed in God, and found God was an easy target for my anger and hurt. I was angry with God for taking my mom away from me. I hadn't stepped in church since the funeral, but I was out of options in my mind for where to turn so I picked up my Bible off my nightstand and began to read the Gospels. I didn't know what I was looking for, but found comfort in reading God's Word. Fast forward a few months....I attended a basketball camp at Northwestern College summer after my junior year in high school and left there after a week of ball and hearing God's Word in a new, passionate way, that I wanted what those people had. (This camp just happened to be one that I was invited to go to and opened athletic opportunities for the future at NWC. I know God had his hand on getting me there.) I realized at that time, for the first time in my life, that believing in God and knowing Jesus intimately as my personal savior and friend, were two different things.
The void in my life was filled once I accepted Jesus into my life. I confessed to him all of my pent up anger, my grief over the loss of my mom, all of my teenage mistakes and prayed he would take them all and make me a new creation. It says in 2 Corinithians 5:17 "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!" I clung to that verse. I had an overwhelming sense of peace and new direction for my life.
Looking back, that was over ten years ago, and I know with all my heart that losing my mom at such an early age helped mold me and shape me into the woman I am today. I would not have attended Northwestern College where I gained much knowledge and a great education, I would not have met my husband Travis, nor would I have had the opportunity to play softball and now be the Head Softball Coach at Northwestern College, or have had the numerous opportunities to share empathy with those who have experienced a loss of some kind in a special way. God has made me a strong, resilient individual, who has great compassion for people and a heart that enjoys comforting those who are hurting or going through difficult times in life. I am thankful for God and for the joy that I have in knowing Jesus and how blessed I am that he has used the loss of Mom for good in my life. "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Tools
As I prepare for my trip, I have been thinking a lot about how I can be best prepared for this unknown ahead. Eagle Brook has given us a little book with some lessons that have seemed to help open my eyes to a few different things I hadn't thought about, I have been reading my Bible daily and am soaking up God's Word with new insight and perspective, and I am enjoying learning more about the Haitian people and their country. I read different blogs, I check the Healing Haiti website almost daily to see if there is a new post on their blog and have read through all of their past blogs from people who have gone on this trip before me. I am also attempting to learn a bit of Haitian Creole, their language, before I go so I can make better connections and be able to communicate with the Haitians better. The website I am using to learn Haitian Creole is fun and Travis will walk through the living room while I'm doing a lesson and say the two words he has heard like he knows what is going on....Non-no and ak-and.....He's supportive of me, but enjoys messing with me as well :) Owen, Lawson and Landon can count to three at this point in Creole and we're working towards counting to ten. Fun times, I tell yah!
I am currently working on "My Story" which has been difficult for me. I feel as though I have had so many life experiences where God has proven faithful and has shown me his unconditional love and forgiveness that I just don't know where to start. I think I've started writing it at least ten different times, each time I scratch it and start over. The goal is to have it be short and to the point so that I can share it with those I encounter while in Haiti. I will share it with you when I am closer to feeling "right" about it. I am praying God will open my eyes to what it is He wants me to share and am waiting on him to show me. I would appreciate any prayer for me while I work on this.
Things on my Haiti prayer list these days:
*Our Team - "Then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind." Philippians 2:2 I pray we will be unified in the spirit and come together for the same purpose, allowing us to do God's work for His glory!
*Our Leaders - I pray for Rachel and Sarah who are our leaders from Eagle Brook and also thank God for equipping our team with amazing leaders who are strong women of God. I pray for Jean, the man who we will be working closely with while in Haiti and Fan Fan our translator, that God would bless them and their work and that our time with them would be fruitful and full of work for God's Kingdom!
*Haiti - I pray for the country of Haiti, that a corner would be turned and their government would be free of corruption. I pray for the economy, health, safety and well being of the Haitian people. I pray God would bless the people of Haiti and draw them close to him.
My goal is to live out our team verse and live it out to the fullest. 1 Peter 4:11 "If anyone speaks, they should do so as one who speaks the very words of God. If anyone serves, they should do so with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen"
Bondye Beni'ou (God Bless You)
I am currently working on "My Story" which has been difficult for me. I feel as though I have had so many life experiences where God has proven faithful and has shown me his unconditional love and forgiveness that I just don't know where to start. I think I've started writing it at least ten different times, each time I scratch it and start over. The goal is to have it be short and to the point so that I can share it with those I encounter while in Haiti. I will share it with you when I am closer to feeling "right" about it. I am praying God will open my eyes to what it is He wants me to share and am waiting on him to show me. I would appreciate any prayer for me while I work on this.
Things on my Haiti prayer list these days:
*Our Team - "Then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind." Philippians 2:2 I pray we will be unified in the spirit and come together for the same purpose, allowing us to do God's work for His glory!
*Our Leaders - I pray for Rachel and Sarah who are our leaders from Eagle Brook and also thank God for equipping our team with amazing leaders who are strong women of God. I pray for Jean, the man who we will be working closely with while in Haiti and Fan Fan our translator, that God would bless them and their work and that our time with them would be fruitful and full of work for God's Kingdom!
*Haiti - I pray for the country of Haiti, that a corner would be turned and their government would be free of corruption. I pray for the economy, health, safety and well being of the Haitian people. I pray God would bless the people of Haiti and draw them close to him.
My goal is to live out our team verse and live it out to the fullest. 1 Peter 4:11 "If anyone speaks, they should do so as one who speaks the very words of God. If anyone serves, they should do so with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen"
Bondye Beni'ou (God Bless You)
Monday, June 13, 2011
Reassurance
I was anxious to attend my first meeting to meet the people I'd be traveling with this summer. I didn't know what to expect, but was excited to be there. We received a three-ring binder upon arrival and went through all of the information included. Wow! What a well-organized, well-planned, helpful binder full of information! I'm going to admit I was a bit overwhelmed with it at first, but the part I was most overwhelmed about was the fact that we had to have $725 for the following meeting. Those of you who know me, I am a planner, and I was feeling overwhelmed with the idea of that amount needing to be raised in one month...
I feel a bit embarrassed, but I was just like the disciples in Matthew 8 when they are on the boat and Jesus is sleeping..."Suddenly a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. The disciples went and woke him, saying, 'Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!' He replied, 'You of little faith, why are you so afraid?' Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm" (Matthew 8:24-26) The disciples were amazed and wondered who this man was who could calm the seas with just his voice.
I sent out my support letters the Monday after my first meeting, and, by Thursday I had EXACTLY $725 support raised. I opened up the returned response envelopes and dropped to my knees in awe and amazement of the graciousness of family and friends. I cried tears of joy, excitement, and thankfulness to God for being so faithful. How silly of me to think this was going to happen on MY accord. God has opened my eyes to see that I am truly called to go on this trip, and that He will take care of me all the way through. I will not worry, or have anxiety on how things will turn out because I know God will look over me and my group. We are all called to go on this trip to help the poorest of the poor in any way possible.
In the month since this experience I have been extremely blessed to be growing closer to the Lord in my daily walk with Him. In Jeremiah 29:11 it says, "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." God is in control and I am willing to give all of myself on this journey to what He has planned. I surrender all, Lord, may your will be done!
I feel a bit embarrassed, but I was just like the disciples in Matthew 8 when they are on the boat and Jesus is sleeping..."Suddenly a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. The disciples went and woke him, saying, 'Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!' He replied, 'You of little faith, why are you so afraid?' Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm" (Matthew 8:24-26) The disciples were amazed and wondered who this man was who could calm the seas with just his voice.
I sent out my support letters the Monday after my first meeting, and, by Thursday I had EXACTLY $725 support raised. I opened up the returned response envelopes and dropped to my knees in awe and amazement of the graciousness of family and friends. I cried tears of joy, excitement, and thankfulness to God for being so faithful. How silly of me to think this was going to happen on MY accord. God has opened my eyes to see that I am truly called to go on this trip, and that He will take care of me all the way through. I will not worry, or have anxiety on how things will turn out because I know God will look over me and my group. We are all called to go on this trip to help the poorest of the poor in any way possible.
In the month since this experience I have been extremely blessed to be growing closer to the Lord in my daily walk with Him. In Jeremiah 29:11 it says, "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." God is in control and I am willing to give all of myself on this journey to what He has planned. I surrender all, Lord, may your will be done!
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Why Now?
I decided it was time to create a blog for my Mission Trip to Haiti. I know many friends and family want to know about my experience and I am more than willing to share. I am in the process of preparing for my trip, and in doing so I have already seen God's work in what I have experienced thus far. As I stated in my blog description I am going to Haiti in obedience of a strong nudge I have felt from the Lord. I have always wanted to go on a mission trip, but have never had the "time" to make it happen or just felt it wasn't the "right" time. This January when sitting in Church one Sunday, Pastor Bob encouraged us that this was the year to take a step in our faith. He said, "For some of you that may mean stepping up and volunteering, for some it may mean joining a small group, and for others it may mean you need to go on a mission trip." My heart immediately started pounding and I knew this was the year. I have been blessed to be part of our Kids Check-In team at the Blaine Eagle Brook campus, Travis and I are a part of a small group, so I knew my accelerated heart beat was in deed about the thought of going on a mission trip. I didn't do much right away. I prayed about it, mulled over it, thought about the reality of it actually happening, and then I took a bold step and asked Travis what he thought....I applied the following week and here I am now 43 days before heading to Haiti for eight days!
I am excited by all of the support and encouragement I have received up to this point and look forward to taking you along with me on my journey. The journey has already begun, so buckle up...Here we go!
I am excited by all of the support and encouragement I have received up to this point and look forward to taking you along with me on my journey. The journey has already begun, so buckle up...Here we go!
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